I need to stop logging on there. I'm on even now. Why is it taking me so long to just get the fuck out of there? I'm so tired and confused right now. I have to go back to counselling Monday, and I want to have something to show for the weeks that I've been gone, but nothing has changed. Not one damn thing. At least I have showered since then although my hair is greasy enough now that no one would know it. I have to get out of there. It's eating away at my soul. I've forgotten what the light of day looks like.
I'm frazzled and aimless. My room needs to be cleaned; laundry needs to be done; I need to visit my family. I'm pretty sure that my brain has fallen asleep. One thing that I know to be true currently, is that I need to sever most of my ties with Gaia and soon. I've wasted too much of my life there already.
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