Sunday, March 9, 2008

March 2, 2008

I've been concentrating on ideals recently, although I believe to even call them that retracts some of their mystic powers. I cannot understand how we as a society have segregated ourselves into two subcategories as if God were to open his great creature index flip to 'human race' and pull out two manila envelopes packed with names and say "Hmm, do I want an idealist today or a cynicist?" Life is os full of hollow concerns, complaints. When am I going to realize that I can dump this baggage? Boyfriends, clothes, iPods, cars, television and the internet. It has to go. I have to get my priorities straight. I've got to stop saying I'm an idealist and start acting like one. Live by testimony.

I'm so confused with everything right now. ACT, college, driving, Prom, Yearbook editor. As if any of these things are detrimental .

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